In the last month I have noticed that when it comes to the hope of getting “fixed” sometime in the future that walking is not even most important to me. I have had a few conversation lately about this. The reality is that when it comes to modern science I just hope to get rid of my nerve pain. I would also like some bowel and bladder control. The point is that what I want most in life is not walking again. I know it was a year ago that I that is what I wanted most. but, as I get more and more comfortable with myself, and how I am, I really just want to regain some different function. I would be happy with just some return. I must also admit that I do want to walk again. I would love to get rid of my chair, but I am come to a point that I would be greatly happy with some additional function. Walking would be just the icing on the cake. Until then, I am dealing with the nerve pain and trying hard to live life as best as possible. I feel like I am doing that.
Other than that, mom is away. It is nice to have some separation from her. It is good for the both of us.