It wasn’t long ago that i was spending time with someone I knew during my time at CSU. We hadn’t seen each other since I was at CSU. We spent sometime catching up and having fun. During out conversation we talked about how i was doing after my accident. She had the impression from this blog that I was doing well and I had hope. But, after we talked i expressed that I had some anger after my accident. After we talked about it I realized that I had both anger and hope. I thought about it and wondered. Can you be in two sides of the spectrum. I really do think we can. We can be angry and hopeful. We can be sad and happy about the same thing. It is kinda a odd thing to be able to be both sides of the spectrum of emotions. I don’t know how or why that can happen, but that is being human. I believe that my friend was surprised by this thought. I really couldn’t explain why I was both hopeful and angry. That is life. We all deal with issues in life that that brings up opposite emotions. We just have to deal with it.
I went out for another ride today. About ten miles. I feels good to get and get the heart rate up. I am also slowly trying to get this business of mine up and running. I am making progress, It is going slowly, but progress is happening.