I know I have not written much over the last couple of weeks. I know there are many readers that want to know what and how life is going. Let me tell you that I am slowly living life again. At the end of the day I am really beat down. I have tried to write something but I just didn’t have the energy. Let me tell you this is a good thing. I have had a huge life changing event and I am fighting to smile. I am fighting to find my place in life. I am fighting to become the man I can be. Somedays I lose. Somedays I win.
I really want to share my life and challenges with all of you. I really have a lot to write about, but I am busy living life. I never thought soon after getting back to AZ that I would say that, but is true. A day doesn’t go by that I don’t have a thought or observation I want to write about.
I have begun to see the future. This may seem like an odd comment, but for the longest time I didn’t see much past lunch. A day doesn’t go by that I think that maybe I can do “X”. Two weeks ago I thought that it would be nice to get into the pool, and now I have been in the pool just about everyday for the past week. I love getting into the pool. It is so relaxing and nice to look back at the chair and know I don’t need it right now. Even last night I got into the hottub all on my own and it was spectacular.
I guess what I am saying is that life made a monsterous U-turn, but I haven’t called uncle yet. I have seem to think about things I can do. I ask myself, “I think I may what to do this…”.
So, please stick with me as I become the man I want to be and the man I can be. The man that says, “f@#k it. I meat this guy who has been in a wheelchair for a long time and nothing as held him back, and that is slogan.
I guess that is all I have. Today is hump day, so…….