It is the eve of my departure here at Craig and I have this nervousness about the future. I wish I knew that everything is going to turn out alright when I leave here. I wish I knew what is going to happen over the next few days and months. But I can’t. I just have to live them and enjoy everyday for what it is. Living everyday for what it is something we struggle to do. All of us are trained to look ahead and plan for the future. Growing up we were not taught to the concept of living today for today. I guess what I am saying to with the change in my life I want to know everything is going to turn out as well as I hope and that I can live again on my own. I wish I could explain the nervousness of the future for me but I can’t. I am hope all of you can join me as I take my next steps in life. I am sure I will be an interesting journey.
Erika comes tomorrow. I am sure all of you know I am going to say next and I am going to say it anyway. I am really excited to see her. It has been a long time…too long. We are going to get packed up and head back to Tempe on Friday and start living life together again. It is our 2nd year anniversary on Saturday and we are going to go out and have FUN.
Tomorrow is also my last game day. I always enjoyed game day. Game day was always a break from the challenges from this place. It was a brief time we can just have fun. I am looking forward to game day. I have missed too many by being down on bed rest.
Well I think I am off to bed to watch Lost. It should be good.
I also want to say….it is good to be back. Thanks for all your support while I was down. It kept me going through the long days.
Have a good Thursday,